"He does," says Dean, because no matter what, he's never going to leave that kid, but..."When he came back this time, he -"
Dean stops and swallows, fighting down a sudden, almost violent urge to puke. "He'd done things. He'd trusted people who weren't me, and they used him to do something really bad. And I was there. I was so...fucked up from hell, I didn't even notice until it was too late."
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Date: 2012-03-16 09:30 pm (UTC)Dean stops and swallows, fighting down a sudden, almost violent urge to puke. "He'd done things. He'd trusted people who weren't me, and they used him to do something really bad. And I was there. I was so...fucked up from hell, I didn't even notice until it was too late."